and so it all begins...

until today. i never thought that i would ever have a blog. but i realized that it would be a good way to stay connected with people that its hard to talk to all the time and just a place to be real. so here it is. my honesty, my life, and a little bit of my humor thrown in for good measure.

ever since i turned 25 this summer, i feel different. almost like i am on a rollercoaster and about to go down a steep hill that ive been climbing up for months. things are about to change drastically and im not even sure what will change. i just know that things will change. the ride will go down and im not sure what to expect... but thats something that ive realized recently, that id rather not know whats going to happen next or later on in the future. because most of the time even if you know something is going to happen you still arent able to prepare for it, so id rather just take life as it comes, one day at a time. im learning so much right now, probably more than ever before. things that you dont learn in school but you have to learn on your own through experience. like how i can be truly happy in life. how to live my life one day at a time. and how to love my family and other people the way that i should.

so im excited. about several things. about change, not just as in the seasons of the year transitioning from summer to fall, but about my life. the changes that will come, both good and bad, because i know that they come hand in hand. and im excited that you are reading my blog, for your friendship and desire to know more about me and my life...