Randomness

Sorry! It has been so long since i blogged last. Things have been so busy here. I have been pretty busy working and working out and that's about it. ha ha. Pretty Exciting huh? So, I thought that since I dont have much else to fill you in on, I'm going to share some interesting, possibly unknown facts about myself....

1. my dog is barking right now and its really annoying
2. i love wearing flip flops and hate that i cant wear them to work
3. my favorite channels to watch are the hgtv, the food network, and discovery
4. sometimes when im driving down the interstate i wish i could throw my cell phone out my window and never look back.
5. i love road trips
6. i miss arkansas alot, all the things to do there and my friends
7. i think it would be cool to live in a tree house
   
8. i communicate better by writing than talking
9. i like taking pictures
10. i wish i was better at loving people
11. ive never eaten steak and havent eaten beef since 1997
12. i love walking around target, its like therapy to me, even when i dont buy anything
13. i have a fear of being stuck in an elevator
    
14. i dont like milk
15. i once had a pet turtle named mr t
16. i like working out and being in shape, but i dont like running
17. i have a blue tandem bike
18. i think spongebob is the most annoying cartoon ever
19. i love gerbera daisys
    
20. i dont like the smell of coffee or pop corn
21. i could eat a turkey sandwhich for every meal... as long as its sarah lee thinly sliced
22. i loved working at kanakuk and think of the time i spent there often
23. i love making things
24. i know how to change my oil and how to fix a flat tire
25. ive never seen the Wizard of Oz
26. i love shopping at thrift stores
27. im a 3rd generation Psychology major
    
28. i color code my clothes in my closet
29. i miss church sometimes because im not sure if i will be able to sit through the sermon because im so add
30. i outgrew my mom in the 4th grade
31. im left handed
32. i told my mom when i was 4 i wanted to be an astronaut. she told me id have to leave home for that. i changed my mind
33. i never had a dog till i was 19. now i have 3, and all together they outweigh me
34. i used to think that id have it all figured out by 25 but i dont and thats ok
    
35. i grew up in memphis but have no desire to raise my family there
36. i still rollerblade and jump on my trampoline
37. i love throwing baseballs and footballs with friends or my dad in the back yard.
38. i want to live a simple life
39. im a very organized person
40. i dont know what id do if i didnt have a relationship with a God that created me and has plans for my life and loves me even when i constantly make mistakes.
    

Understanding God's timing....

Actually, this should be titled, not understanding Gods timing. Are you ever in a situation where you really want something to happen, and when it doesn't happen for a while you just acccept that it wont happen and move on, well as soon as you move on then the thing that you wanted to happen in the first place finally happens...

• well, if that makes any sense at all, that's kinda how I feel right now... I really want to follow after God and do his will, but it seems as soon as I move forward in a direction that I think He is calling me, things change and something else comes up... Anyways, I am excited about life and cant wait to see what happens over the next few weeks. I will try to keep everyone updated on here as soon as I start really figuring out things... I love this picture of Jackson. It is over a year old, but one of my favorites, and makes me smile when I see it so I thought I'd post it, even though its totally unrelated to what I am writing about

still getting the hang of this....

Well these pictures arent really going to have anything to do with what i write but i took them a few weeks ago and wanted to put them in to make this a little more interesting.. I have not done a good job recently keeping up with this, but there has been a lot going on.

I still am unsure really what is going on with the job that I applied for a few months ago, so I decided to submit my application for another job, it is the first job that has really interested me since I heard about the first job. I will write more about it later, I want to make sure that it is even a possibility before I let myself get too excited about it. I will say one thing tho and that is that the job is in Arkansas. Which would be great.

I am really anxious to be back in a place of my own. I love my parents, and theres nothing really "wrong" with living here for a few months while I figure things out and all, but I am starting to get annoyed with boxes and storage containers. My clothes are the only thing that I have unpacked really. I have been living this way since May, and I think Its starting to get to me. I just want to be able to have my stuff put away and know where things are.

Those of you that know me really well, know that I am very organized, so you know how hard this is on me not to have all my stuff organized and knowing exactly where things are. I think when I finally get settled in somewhere I will be a lot more laid back and relaxed about having things in place.

Typically, I am the kind of person that has to have everything organized and put where it belongs before I can go to sleep. Its kinda ridiculous. But right now let me explain my room to you. I could sleep in "my room" the room that I had since we moved into this house when I was in the 5th grade, but that would also mean that I sleep on a mattress that is far older than I am. So I decided when I moved back that I would put my mattress that I bought a few years ago on the floor in the pool table room above the garage. Well that has worked fairly well, as long as I remember that the pool table is there and that I have to either go around the pool table to leave
the room or crawl all the way down to the bottom of the bed. I have only once ran into the pool table in the middle of the night, and i think that I just laughed because i felt like an idiot..

anyways, so the pool table is in the center of the room, my bed is pushed up against the wall with part of it next to the table, then theres a trunk, rocking chair, dresser, small table, and about 12 plastic storage bins stacked against the wall. Just thinking about it makes me have a minor anxiety attack. But hopefully one day soon I will get the call that I have been waiting for and will have a job and then can go and move into a new home and all this waiting will have been worth it.